I used to laugh it of 
I used to look the other way 
I used to save them troubles for another day 
I kept my fingers crossed 
I used to never take the blame 
I'd pull a sunshine story in the pouring rain 
The more I have to change I just stay the same 
The same, the same, I stayed the same 

You don't know what you got 'til you're missing it a lot 
I had to go throw it away 
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize 
What I did to you was hurtful 
What I'm going through is hurtful